I had put my wonderful Beau Doggie
down on the 20th of October.
He had an aggressive form
of cancer.
I just needed to get
away from everything.
I didn't want to speak to
anyone, or see anyone.
The clouds seemed to open
up the sky, beckoning me to go forward.
I seemed to be 'moving out of the storm'.
.The rays of the clouds appeared to say: "Here,
right here".
It were as if 'whatever -was right in front of me.
I was called on my cell phone.
I was to return to
greet a new cat, someone was leaving me.
When I even thought of turning back,
I got acid in my chest and stomach. I could
NOT TURN to go back!
Just a little farther, to who knows where or what! Where
am I going? Why? I would not turn back --until I knew!
Somehow, I knew to take
these photos. They could be treasured later.
The road seemed to 'light the way' and I was beginning
to get excited.
Only one other time has the sun lit the roadway right
in front of me, as if to say "This way, I will show you"
NOTE: This is what I
saw
that day. I just had to take photos, because 'something' was
different.
I wanted to know more! I just had to.

I saw this interesting tree lined lane. I always
wanted something like that! What's back there.
So, I turned and drove in.
The lane went right, then left!
There it was, a beautiful farm, laying at the base of
a mountain.
How lovely, I thought. Just far enough from the
road.
It must be tough in the winter, I thought, but being
snowbound there would be a dream.